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*The modern term for this is dissociative identity disorder [from many sources]

by: Amaltia Gunawan

This is due to its original meaning of having two principals which opposite to one and another. As it is often broadcasted on television BBC channel during this decade, some of leaders -from countries which state that they are powerful enough to influence events throughout the world- have two standards in their making of policy. Mostly to policy which concerns about conquering less power countries of which they are sure of shooting that they are going to consecrate benefit to them. Remembering the statements from G.W. Bush to Iran about prohibiting them on having nuclear power plant [and any activities due to producing nuclear energy] while in the other hands, America itself has been creating nuclear-propelled weapons which might be more dangerous than Iran’s forthcoming nuclear power plant which is going to be used for generating energy.

Yes, it is mostly like it is previously said above that in cyber world, people who access internet tend to have double personalities. They have two personalities which might opposite one and another. Some of these people have more than two characters. When they are in the next state or character they don't know about their previous stage.

I have found these on my hypothesis. My observation about people’s behavior both in the cyber and real world finally round my assumptions -from when I was first connected to internet world- to reach my understanding about this behavior. What makes me surprised it that from my observation I find that one of my friends in my friend-list has almost ten behaviors of which he sometimes does not know in which character he is. He does not know that I completely take my eye on this. But it is funny when “they” put comments like “they” are different people, but they are. Many other stories about him, “them” and their behavior have made my extent of understanding people and what people do becomes deeper.

Moreover, what makes me struck is realizing that one of these people has made a story like it is true and aimed to scupper someone else. More like a psycho. This psycho always tells me about his story by emailing me every day. He, in his first role, is an architect [truly]. He has finished his undergraduate degree in architect department of major university in Yogyakarta. He told me that he fell in love with some one since he was a first year student. By his chance, he always put his days on admiring the one that he loves. Once, he revealed of what he fell inside, his heart was broken badly. And when he realize that he could not accept this he added one more character as of he is sure that this new character can occupy him to approach the one that he loves. Whenever he gets sad of being heart broken he switches to his other more social character, as a 19-year-old communication student in Jakarta. This has been done by so many reasons. He does this just to study the way how he can get closed to the one that he loves by changing way of approaching. Stories continue to be told everyday by email. It makes me more excited to follow the plot until what it is going to be ended in.

To be continued in the next blog...........